So I bought a set of new Tarot cards today thinking, MAYBE just MAYBE it'll be different. I hardly put forth any of my energy into these fuckers and I did two readings. Both fucking god damn times it's come up similar. I did an astrology like spread... well the Leo part was hit with the Emperor card. Go fucking figure. Now I'm doing another spread called the seven days spread which was the first spread I did with Bekka. My past is the exact same as the first, the present is similar, the fears, the obstacles, my outside influences, what should be done, and the outcome, FUCKING SAME! The funny thing, the outside influence was "someone may have sold you romance but never delivered" isn't that so... I'm stuck. Rutted again. Outted by fucking cards! THEY'RE CARDS! They do not have a brain and yet each time... Maybe I should go to the Tenzheng Momo on Thursday and get a reading if the person is there... because this is bothering me now. Seriously.